Finesse

After Bruno Mars and Cardi B

I never had it going on

(too awkward and ugly)

And it didn't feel good to be me

(depression/self-loathing)

And still I miss it

The sparkle jeans I never owned

The butterfly hair clips I still own

For a hairstyle I couldn't create

It's passed me by

I could dig out my tattoo choker

But I'll look like I've never been 17

And am jealous of those who are

And I miss Alternative Rock

(I miss Alternative Rock)

I remember running on a treadmill with a discman

And that now I've been alive longer without you than with you